"The hero's journey is a journey into the center of yourself"
In Star Wars, this quote held true for both Luke and Anakin. Both went through a hero's journey, although the journey was completed in different ways. Both were faced with a "calling" of sorts, and learned things about themselves that changed their ideals drastically. Anakin and Luke completed their quests with honor, and eventually made good choices that saved many in the end.
Luke's calling was to take defeat the Emporer, to abolish evil from their society. After being trained by Obi-Wan, and later Yoda, Luke honed his skills. He was put into dangerous situations, and saved himself and others with grace and skill. He found out that Leia was his sister, and continued on to save her and his friends. His challenge, aside from killing the Emporer, was the decision to kill his father. When faced with that situation, his tale took a twist and things ended up being easier than he thought.
Anakin turned to the darkside from anger and a lust for power. Although his journey was stunted after turning to the dark side, he knew that eventually his son would come to destory the Emporer, his master. Darth's struggle was which side to choose; his own flesh and blood or the lifestyle he pretty much swore his soul to. Anakin completed his journey by saving his son, and killing the Emporer, which in turn killed him. Although he paid for his ways with an early death, he made the right choice in the end. He was proud of his son.
Both Heros' journeyed into themselves and found courage, strength and willpower.
Monday, June 1, 2009
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Community Service at YMCA
For my required 20 hours of community service, I chose to do something with kids. I looked around, and after I heard that East Cottonwood Elementary (which was my elementary school as a child) had an after school program, I decided to give "Miss Kayla" a call.
I first started going in the beginning of April, and I'll admit that it was different at first. The kids were loud,
I was really quite tired after school, and I also brought my friend Mason along so he could finish his community service as well. I would have headaches and need to leave earlier than I planned on staying. YMCA was from 2 to 6, and for the first couple days I didnt stay the full 4 hours like I wanted to.
But after working with my headaches, I got to really interact with the kids and have fun.
For the first week that I went, I only went to the 3rd to 6th grade room, with Miss Kayla. I got really attatched to some of the kids in there, specifically a couple of the little girls because they reminded me so much of myself at that age. I used to be quiet and shy, and was very sensitive to criticism. I became good friends with Jenna, one of the 4th graders that was there most of the week. She would swing with me out on the swing set and although she was shy with everyone else, she seemed to warm up to me quickly.
The last week (after a few requests from the littler kids) I decided to go to the Kindergarten through 2nd grade class room with Miss Jenny. It was astounding to me how quickly the kids grow, It was so different compared to Miss Kayela's room. The kids were far more outgoing, and took so much joy out of little things that I myself have forgotten about. I really connected with the whole group, but I will say the best part of the whole experience was meeting Sarah. She's a 2nd grader at East Cottonwood, and although all the other little girls flocked me, asked me funny questions and pretty much competed for my attention, Sarah just sat there and colored. For some reason, since I was shy at that age, I felt the need to reach out to her. I sat next to her and colored with her, and after she got to know me, she talked to me like I had known her forever. She was a big sweetheart and in all honesty I've decided that when I have the extra time I'll go visit the kids at the YMCA. Sarah and all the other kids seemed really depressed when I left that Friday, and in all honesty, I was depressed too.
Going there was the best and most rewarding choice I've made in a long time. After spending time with these kids and getting a chance to remember what it was like at such a young age, I finally feel like I can let go of being a kid and move forward into adulthood. I had so much fun playing with beads with the girls and putting legos together with the boys. Both Jenny and Kayla mentioned how much they would miss having me around. Although I don't consider it work (I had so much fun!), this was the best experience I've ever had. It's funny to me how at first community service seemed like an inconvenience, and now it seems that it will be the first thing I think about when I reflect on my senior year at West Valley. Aside from the countless pictures and crafts that I took home as gifts, I took home memories that I will never forget.
I first started going in the beginning of April, and I'll admit that it was different at first. The kids were loud,
I was really quite tired after school, and I also brought my friend Mason along so he could finish his community service as well. I would have headaches and need to leave earlier than I planned on staying. YMCA was from 2 to 6, and for the first couple days I didnt stay the full 4 hours like I wanted to.
But after working with my headaches, I got to really interact with the kids and have fun.
For the first week that I went, I only went to the 3rd to 6th grade room, with Miss Kayla. I got really attatched to some of the kids in there, specifically a couple of the little girls because they reminded me so much of myself at that age. I used to be quiet and shy, and was very sensitive to criticism. I became good friends with Jenna, one of the 4th graders that was there most of the week. She would swing with me out on the swing set and although she was shy with everyone else, she seemed to warm up to me quickly.
The last week (after a few requests from the littler kids) I decided to go to the Kindergarten through 2nd grade class room with Miss Jenny. It was astounding to me how quickly the kids grow, It was so different compared to Miss Kayela's room. The kids were far more outgoing, and took so much joy out of little things that I myself have forgotten about. I really connected with the whole group, but I will say the best part of the whole experience was meeting Sarah. She's a 2nd grader at East Cottonwood, and although all the other little girls flocked me, asked me funny questions and pretty much competed for my attention, Sarah just sat there and colored. For some reason, since I was shy at that age, I felt the need to reach out to her. I sat next to her and colored with her, and after she got to know me, she talked to me like I had known her forever. She was a big sweetheart and in all honesty I've decided that when I have the extra time I'll go visit the kids at the YMCA. Sarah and all the other kids seemed really depressed when I left that Friday, and in all honesty, I was depressed too.
Going there was the best and most rewarding choice I've made in a long time. After spending time with these kids and getting a chance to remember what it was like at such a young age, I finally feel like I can let go of being a kid and move forward into adulthood. I had so much fun playing with beads with the girls and putting legos together with the boys. Both Jenny and Kayla mentioned how much they would miss having me around. Although I don't consider it work (I had so much fun!), this was the best experience I've ever had. It's funny to me how at first community service seemed like an inconvenience, and now it seems that it will be the first thing I think about when I reflect on my senior year at West Valley. Aside from the countless pictures and crafts that I took home as gifts, I took home memories that I will never forget.
Monday, May 4, 2009
Pakistan Educational Issues
This could immensely affect the rest of the world. First of all, this sort of ignorance
is inexcusable. It affects countries around it, and the religious schools that are in Pakistan
are potential breeding ground for possible terrorists. These religious schools condone sexism and
violence in the name of Allah. I think that the reform attempts for these schools were pathetic, and I dont understand why the US is the only country who wants to get involved. These religious extremeists are potential terrorists against MOST countries, not just ours.
Britain teaches their women too, and so does Russia and other countries.
I think that until Pakistan can get rid of the Taliban themselves, we should have no involvement and cut ties with them completely.
is inexcusable. It affects countries around it, and the religious schools that are in Pakistan
are potential breeding ground for possible terrorists. These religious schools condone sexism and
violence in the name of Allah. I think that the reform attempts for these schools were pathetic, and I dont understand why the US is the only country who wants to get involved. These religious extremeists are potential terrorists against MOST countries, not just ours.
Britain teaches their women too, and so does Russia and other countries.
I think that until Pakistan can get rid of the Taliban themselves, we should have no involvement and cut ties with them completely.
Monday, April 27, 2009
Morbid pictures - Freedom of speech?
This family by FAR should win this legal battle. The CHP officers that took the horrible pictures
deserve to have their jobs removed and to be either fined HEAVILY or thrown in prison for a few years.
It surprises and disgusts me, some of the things said about this girl. Although she had it all, that doesn't mean she deserved a gruesome death. People don't seem to understand that passing judgement will shrink your mental capacity so much that you end up not ever having lived life to the fullest because you didnt let people in over what you believed is true about them. I bet this girl had a great personality, and even if she was snobbish and spoiled she was still a person, and NO ONE deserves to have their post-mortem pictures floating around the internet like some kind of freak show.
The internet should be restricted more than newspapers about this. People assume that just because the internet isn't something you can hold in your hand or burn or put through a shedder that it isn't quite as used as newspapers and magazines. Of course it is. It's used by billions of people every day, and some people should be prosecuted for some of the things they do on it.
Stealing media is one thing but actually making a point to break someone down, to hurt them the way that these sick freaks have tried to hurt that girls family... It's just depressing.
This has nothing to do with free speech. If the CHP officers decided to post those pictures in a newspaper or personally walk up to the father of the girl that was killed and hand the photos to him, the situation would be alot different. But because of the circumstances, NO ONE is being prosecuted and this poor family is being emotionally beaten and tortured because of morbid and sick people.
Those photos should never have been released in the first place, and if they were top secret Government photos, the CHP officers would probably already have been classified as "terrorists" and been put to death. But this is far more important, this vastly effects the way that everyone in the world views the internet. The internet is place for the worst kinds of things, and even though it's helpful, it seems like this stunt pulled by officers of the LAW will only add to the vile and disgusting content already on the internet.
deserve to have their jobs removed and to be either fined HEAVILY or thrown in prison for a few years.
It surprises and disgusts me, some of the things said about this girl. Although she had it all, that doesn't mean she deserved a gruesome death. People don't seem to understand that passing judgement will shrink your mental capacity so much that you end up not ever having lived life to the fullest because you didnt let people in over what you believed is true about them. I bet this girl had a great personality, and even if she was snobbish and spoiled she was still a person, and NO ONE deserves to have their post-mortem pictures floating around the internet like some kind of freak show.
The internet should be restricted more than newspapers about this. People assume that just because the internet isn't something you can hold in your hand or burn or put through a shedder that it isn't quite as used as newspapers and magazines. Of course it is. It's used by billions of people every day, and some people should be prosecuted for some of the things they do on it.
Stealing media is one thing but actually making a point to break someone down, to hurt them the way that these sick freaks have tried to hurt that girls family... It's just depressing.
This has nothing to do with free speech. If the CHP officers decided to post those pictures in a newspaper or personally walk up to the father of the girl that was killed and hand the photos to him, the situation would be alot different. But because of the circumstances, NO ONE is being prosecuted and this poor family is being emotionally beaten and tortured because of morbid and sick people.
Those photos should never have been released in the first place, and if they were top secret Government photos, the CHP officers would probably already have been classified as "terrorists" and been put to death. But this is far more important, this vastly effects the way that everyone in the world views the internet. The internet is place for the worst kinds of things, and even though it's helpful, it seems like this stunt pulled by officers of the LAW will only add to the vile and disgusting content already on the internet.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Is the writer correct?
I had no idea about Earth Day. I think that there's nothing wrong with Celebrating it once a year, It's a good reminder for us to change our bad habits.
My family doesn't really do anything for earth day. I figure the politicians set
enough laws over emissions and spend enough money on somewhat useless government
projects that I probably wouldn't help much compared to them anyway.
We try to save energy, and we do recycle things (glass, cardboard, paper, etc.)
They're good habits to get into, and maybe eventually everyone will understand that
we need to make them permanent habits.
My family doesn't really do anything for earth day. I figure the politicians set
enough laws over emissions and spend enough money on somewhat useless government
projects that I probably wouldn't help much compared to them anyway.
We try to save energy, and we do recycle things (glass, cardboard, paper, etc.)
They're good habits to get into, and maybe eventually everyone will understand that
we need to make them permanent habits.
Monday, April 6, 2009
What you really learn in school
I'll admit it, I'm guilty. There are certain classes that I just tolerate, and don't give my all to.
It's hard to want to give above a passing, especially when it's not your best subject. Kids tend to want to show their all in things that they're naturally talented in, so it's not unimaginable that they'd BS their way through a class that they don't excel in. I never really believe that i'd always get a second chance, not only in school, but in life. Things happen that subconsciously make you realize that sometimes when you screw up, you have to take a different route and strive for something else. A test is an assessment of your skills, and if you don't pass, that doesn't always mean you'll be able to hone your skills. Sometimes it just means that you're not qualified, and really it helps you to narrow down what it is you will truly be good at.
Sometimes I really do feel better when someone else is failing, or someone else "didn't finish that stupid project." For some reason it gives me a sense of comfort, something I should probably change my attitude about. Just because someone else sucks at something, it doesn't give you permission to suck too. I understand that passing is a privilige, and I have no belief of passing just because my friends are. I recognize my friends not only for our similarities but for our differences. I have friends that I know will not quite live up to their true potential, but I also have friends that put me to shame for my grades and successes. To me, when you take a class in college, you take it because it attributes to your career interest. Interest being the key word. When you're interested in something, it's easy to learn all that you can about the subject, and taking the test is usually easy because you're in love with what you're learning. In High school, I have been guilty of only caring about what's on the test, but only in classes that I have trouble focusing in. Biology and Alegbra are mostly for left-brained individuals, and I excel in right brained activities. So when it comes to that Algebra test, I guarantee you I will mainly focus about whats on the test. In English I absorb every bit of information like a sponge, and wring it back out when the test is put in front of me.
Friday, April 3, 2009
Responding to the Economy
Honestly my parents filed for a divorce right as the economy problems started happening.
So, for me, my mom and dad's lack of money stems from both their choice in divorcing and
the economic slump. My dad exlpained to me yesterday that this is the slowest hay season in 15 years. He unloads trucks with a forklift that is specifically for hay and is the only other guy in the northstate who does it. He said that he only has a truck every other day, when before I remember he had at least two trucks a day - 7 days a week. My mom works for American Medical Bill Review, and is completely stressed because of a merge that her company did. She is an IT manager, and her responsibilities doubled. So her workload is atrocious and i'm beginning to wonder if she's going to have health problems because of it. She still makes the same, her salary is about $55,000 a year. My sister finally got a job after a year of looking, and even then she only gets 25 hours a week. The Economy is making me depressed, my boyfriend also just lost his job. He was a temp for the school district, and they were thinking about keeping him until they had major budget cuts and had to let people - even much need people - go.
So, for me, my mom and dad's lack of money stems from both their choice in divorcing and
the economic slump. My dad exlpained to me yesterday that this is the slowest hay season in 15 years. He unloads trucks with a forklift that is specifically for hay and is the only other guy in the northstate who does it. He said that he only has a truck every other day, when before I remember he had at least two trucks a day - 7 days a week. My mom works for American Medical Bill Review, and is completely stressed because of a merge that her company did. She is an IT manager, and her responsibilities doubled. So her workload is atrocious and i'm beginning to wonder if she's going to have health problems because of it. She still makes the same, her salary is about $55,000 a year. My sister finally got a job after a year of looking, and even then she only gets 25 hours a week. The Economy is making me depressed, my boyfriend also just lost his job. He was a temp for the school district, and they were thinking about keeping him until they had major budget cuts and had to let people - even much need people - go.
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